He was oppressed and afflicted, yet he did not open his mouth; he was led like a lamb to the slaughter, and as a sheep before her shearers is silent,

He was oppressed and afflicted, yet he did not open his mouth; he was led like a lamb to the slaughter, and as a sheep before her shearers is silent, so he did not open his mouth. Isa 53:7

How can HE possibly remain silent?
Being accused, being wronged etc are things which I cannot "swallow" and keep silent yet Being accused to the extend of facing death, Jesus said not a word. What kept Him from defending? Could it be "He knew that was the very purpose HE came for"? Maybe it was because He loves the people so much that His life was no longer His own. It should certainly speak of complete obedience and submission to the Father HE loves.

Where do i go from here?

"So lost" has been bombing my mind. I am "clueless" and "restless". On the verge of giving up when God appeared in the least expected way. Someone came along and asked me - how have your season been? Go back and experience that season that you once worked on. The season of intimacy with God. Clarity will surely come. Go.. go and experience that which you have lost, He will surely come through.