Amazing...I have not been well physically and have been troubled with certain issues that made me very discouraged. Last week(between the 10th to the 16th of Mar2008), I decided that next week,I will go to the healing room.Dun know why,I just wanted to go. Not because there's going to be miracle but something that I have to go get it for myself. So when next week is here, I had giddiness which was diagnosed as vertigo. Whaton earth is that? no idea. Then i kept thinking about my team mate- GW wondering how is she coping with her studies but was too tired n giddy to check on her. Thursday (20th Mar)came... I suddenly had LS n visited the toilet 5 times within 2 hours. My giddiness got worst and I wonder... hmmm... what is wrong? Guess all the more i had to bear with the discomfort n go to thehealing room as - i m reminded of 2 things
- 1. like the woman with the issue of blood,I have got to press in
- 2. Be humble. All these times I worry what will surface thru the prayer times n how ashamed i will be. If i hv to be like Naaman, who have to publicly dip in the river - the risk he is taking- then i shd.
At the prayer room... the heaviness on my heart was so tremendous but I was thankful for the sister who sat patiently with me. Right after the prayer time when i was on the way home,GW sms me to ask me how hv i been as I kept coming to her mind. She felt she has to asked. It was when she found out I am not well.She called to tell me that God is in control and God loves me cos she repeatedly brush the thot aside for the past few days,she decided she better just check.
It is so timely. He uses ways and people just to let me know He cares. And of all time...OnSunday, Someone just walk up to me to tell me God's mercy & faithfulness are new every morning. Tuesday nite,my fren felt that Lam 3: 22-23 was for me cos she felt the heaviness upon my heart more than the sickness. Thursday a sister told me that God loves us...GW called to tell me God put me in her mind and she prayed for me.
Thank YOU GOD!!!
